Can you sense the sarcasm? Because there's lots of it. In fact, if I were honest my house is a wreck because my kids aren't picture perfect, and they take great pride in their messes. So much pride sometimes I have to threaten to spank, beat, hang by their toes and feed them to the wolves before they agree to clean.
It's often overwhelming because I get in my moods where I say, "okay God this isn't how I planned out my life. This isn't the house I wanted, my kids can't keep their hands to themselves; they're not eating actual food is Mac & Cheese apart of any of those healthy food groups? Why are you doing this to me?"
Then I feel my grandma reaching down from heaven and pulling my hair. See, she was a hair stylist, and we talked most when she was doing my hair. It was like once she ran the comb through my hair it was church time and I was in confessional. I could hear her voicing tell me.."Now you know God doesn't owe you nothing. Want hear him laugh? Keep telling him YOUR plans for your life. Kids are going to be kids, they'll give you hell at home, but when they're out in public with others those kids remember their manners, to help others and have a good attitude because you give them good instruction at home."
It's funny because even though she's not here. She's right. God doesn't owe me anything. The reason why we're at where we're at is that he has a plan much greater than I would ever have for our family.
If you're friends with me on Facebook I'm pretty sure you caught of few notes of the health issue saga.
I was complaining, but then I realized how blessed I am to have people who will drop whatever to help. I'm thankful for my prayer warriors because I wouldn't have made it without them.
I know you're probably thinking your point is? Well, I'm getting there.
When I'm overwhelmed, I'm tired, I'm running on E and need coffee. (Which I can only have decaf) I start feeling down. I'm thankful that when I am feeling down, and I don't have anyone to talk to I can sing. Growing up in church hymns were always around me. One of my favorite songs was "His Way Is Perfect."
When the toils of life are come and my heart is worn with care
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